GO GREASE LIGHTNING

Why this car is automatic.
Me and a friend like to sing Grease songs every once in a while. It's weird but fun at the same time. We get weird looks from other people...
My friend does the dance to it and its a hilarious. I can't sing to save my life but oh wells....
We sing Summer Lovin' too - she's always the boy part and I'm the girl part.
Haha that's all I've got for today...
We were singing at the train station. The other friends tried to get away from us.

"It'll Grow Back."

Have you ever wanted to do something, knowing it'll be a bad idea, convinced yourself it won't be, then did it anyway and realised it really was a bad idea?

Yeah, well it happens to me when I'm cutting my own hair.

Like the other night, I cut my fringe and it's all fine and pretty - I went to school with my hair all straightened and the fringe was perfect.

Then this morning I found myself at the sink, looking into the mirror, thinking I should just cut it again. NO, NEVER DO THAT HOLLY. YOU IDIOT.

So I cut it again and all I can say is: It'll grow back...

Disney.

Hey everyone!

If anyone is interested in art or has a DeviantArt account, check out my account - link is on the side! My art isn't the best but I enjoy it... and I take A Level Art (don't ask why...)

I just spent 5 hours painting this:

So yeah that's dedication. It's twenty to 2 in the morning now... I'm so tired. So I guess I'll sleep now. Night!

YES.

I RESTORED MY DELETED POSTS.

Oh my God. Okay, so basically, this morning around 7 a.m ish I woke up and I checked Blogger and then I accidentally deleted like three of my posts from the blog. And I couldn't restore them straight away because I  have school (I know, it sucks). And I was so annoyed with it all and I got all panicky. 

If any one of you has deleted your posts by accident recently (and haven't deleted your history lately) then here's how I restored my posts. Well when I say 'restore' I meant, copy and paste and made a new post... So you'll lose all your comments on your post (I know, it really does suck).

Anyway, just now, I went through my internet history (that I delete like every so often) and I went through all of the Blogger post web history thingymabobs (sorry, I am terrible with technical computer terms...) and it takes me to the screen that you wrote your post in the first place. So just copy and paste the text and then make a new post.

I hope that makes sense?

Sorry if it doesn't help very much. 

But yeah, that's how I 'restored' my deleted posts (thank God!) and thanks for reading!

I am listening to Disney songs. At the moment, a Hercules song. 

Please follow my blog!

Oh no.

I just deleted most of the posts on this blog.

Omg.

Eurgh this freaking sucks.

This is so upsetting.

Sometimes I Just Hate Myself.

Hello depressing post.

Do you ever just feel like you just hate everything about yourself??

I'm just feeling kind of depressed right now and it sucks. It really sucks. I guess sometimes I have these moments where I just throw my phone onto my bed, like as far away from myself as possible because I keep on checking on it but nothing ever happens anymore.

Eurgh, sometimes I'm just so stupid. I think I am kind of stupid and I nerd to sort my life out. My social skills need refining. Like I need to just calm myself down for a moment and think about what I'm going to do about this guy I like...

ANYWAY. I'm going to stop here because I'm sure you guys don't want to read about my slight depression and whining etc etc

Haha. Okay bye.

Drunk People

I went to a friend's party recently and people got drunk.
I personally don't think I was drunk but I was a bit tipsy (update: okay maybe I was a bit drunk... I realised I didn't remember half the things my friends told me so...). I was wearing 4.5 inch heels so it was really hard for me to stand.

Drunk people are so difficult. I'm usually the semi sober one so I spend the majority of the night worrying about my friends, trying to prevent them from doing anything they'll regret. It's not that fun actually.

Anyway, I try to stay away from drunk people because the tend to throw up and that is really gross. My friend actually threw up on another friend once and I had to clean my friend up.

There are so many types of drunks. (Personally naming each one)
Lightweights - drunk after a shot.
Emotional Drunks - they start crying or they try and tell their life story and baucally get emotional.
Party Animals - they just let go and have fun
Honest Drunks - they just speak their minds (I think I'm this one)
Crazy Drunks: they go crazy and step on your feet and stuff...
Never drunk: THEY DRINK LIKE CRAZY AND STILL KNOW WHAT THEYTE DOING

Erm that's all I can think of at the moment. If you can think of anymore drunks then comment below!

SNOW HAS EATEN ENGLAND.

Erm yeah I don't know about the title of this entry.

Haha, anyway, it's been snowing in England - it's AWESOME.

It's absolutely freezing but it's okay because that's how snow is formed... 

Our school, which never - I repeat never - closes decided to close today at around 12 pm and that was good! I went home and slept. And that is basically my day... 

I hope that none of you guys have had any accidents, because while the snow is awesome, it can be really dangerous! It gets all slushy and slippery and that kind of sucks... But mainly the roads. Anyone driving on the roads should be extra careful. Car accidents are so horrible.

Anyway, if you're at home, get cosy in fluffy socks and pyjamas and drink some hot chocolate or something because that's what snow days are all about - well for me personally!

Okay, I should stop babbling now!  

I am currently listening to Coldplay's Yellow! 

Hugs

I like hugs - I started to hug people a lot around when I was 13 years old. I think that was when I finally settled down properly in the new school and was comfortable with my friends.

Hugs are fascinating. They bring two people closer together and give you that contact and intimacy between two people. When someone is upset and there are no words to comfort them, a hug is all that is needed. I think that's rather magical.

Hugs are useful in many circumstances. Today I realised I used hugs to avoid awkwardness...but I also realised that it would give off the wrong impression and idea... My two friends had an awkward encounter at a party and they didn't really know what to do about it. I, as the friend, is reminded of this awkwardness and when the two friends are in my presence I just talk... I just hug the boy friend that I'm not as close to just to avoid looking at his face.

I do that when I receive presents. I hug the friend to avoid having to put on a face to show I loved it even when I didn't...

But that's just me. I wonder if other people use hugs for various other reasons other than intimacy?

Hugs are just comforting (: some people don't actually know how to hug - last year I tried teaching one of my friends how to hug...

Anyway that's it on hugs for now.

Hello 2013

I'm hoping that you'd be a much better year than 2012 - which kind of sucked. A lot of things happened in 2012. Not all of it sucked, but there was enough sucky things that happened to make it a sucky year. 

Right now, I'm sitting in my room, in my pyjamas on the 3rd of January. I haven't met up with any of my school friends over the last week or so. I'm scared that this will affect my social skills when I return to school.

^That sort of stuff usually goes into my personal blog, but unfortunately I have no filter so I'm just mixing it up. I don't actually know why I have this blog. I don't know what the specific function for it actually is. 

Also, I'm kind of dictating these paragraphs in an American accent. Yeah. I don't know what on earth I'm doing with my life. 

I find it fun to read my blog entries - they make me laugh. They make me remember certain things that happened in my life and they remind me that they're not that bad now as they seemed back then. Like, when you're in the moment, you're always thinking: "Oh my God, this is so bad. It's going to ruin my life and my future and everything." But a few months later, and you happen to look back on it, you realise that it hadn't affected your life badly or that much. 

So, I'm not trying to be all wise or whatever. But I guess reading about other people's lives can help you with yours. I think people should document their lives, privately or publicly. Not Facebook-style documentaries - because let's face it, statuses about you dropping by KFC for the fifth time today is not going to help you later in life... Unless you bring that issue of you eating loads of junk food up to your doctor... Because how can you not be obese by now?

Anyway, if you're reading this - thank you - and I hope you remember that there are much more important things in life than just worrying about the future.

See ya.