The Day Before My Uncle's Wedding

So a lot has happened since the last time I've posted anything. I've finished the first year of my A Levels. Fingers crossed I get decent grades. Come 15/08 I'll probably be dead. But we'll see.

Anyway today is the day before my uncles wedding. We don't have weddings often. The last one I can remember was ten years ago. So its kinda a big deal when weddings happen.
Also I'm his wife's bridesmaid. I didn't really want to be a bridesmaid but my cousin was really excited about it. She now regrets it. There's just so much to do and tbh I am really busy. Plus I hate the dress. It's a coral pink and I'm too fat for it.
I wish I'd stayed a normal guest and got to wear my own dress. This dress is way too long to wear in this weather. I guess the only good thing about it is I won't need to do my legs. Haha.
Anyway I better go. I'll update later!

Silver Linings

I'm not listening to any music right now because guess what. I LOST ITUNES BECAUSE MY LAPTOP IS FRIED.

But everything's okay, because here's some great news - I have the hard drive and I can now transfer everything that is saved on the hard drive onto another computer!! Oh my life I can't even thank the people who were clever enough to invent such a thing. 

So yeah. I'm just going to spend half my life actually transferring everything from the hard drive onto another laptop. I might die before everything's been transferred...but I guess that's okay. I'm just happy.

I think it's enough about my laptop for now. 

I'm just having a technology-hates-me phase. But that can just suck itself because CATCHING FIRE TRAILER IS OUT AND I'M JUST LIKE HYPING ABOUT IT ALL DAY. I'm sure I've watched it over like 5348073209547206 times now. I can just die happy and then come back to life for when the actual movie comes out.

Freaking Hunger Games taking over my life. I'd punch it in its non-existent face if it didn't change my life/ it isn't so awesome/ I didn't love it to a billion pieces.

Wow. I'm just emotional right now, okay? 

R.I.P Motherboard.

So my laptop's motherboard is completely and utterly fried. However they have managed to retrieve my hard drive, which I understand is not a hard thing to do. Unfortunately, they say that they cannot retrieve the data because I've password protected it. Incidentally, I find this to be utter bullshit because I have the internet which doesn't state anything about passwords, or maybe I just ignored it.

All I can do now is wait. I don't really know what I am waiting for. I think my dad is going to get this fixed somehow. I'll probably get a new laptop which sucks because apart from the dead motherboard and part where the DVDs go in has broken off and the fact that I have spilled nail polish and glue over the keys multiple times and the broken keys - the laptop overall is completely fine.

Plus, I have essays due in after the easter and it really sucks. I have not wanted to do my English work so badly before. I just want my laptop to work, for all of my documents to be fine so I can actually assess them and get good grades for them. I have never ever in my life wanted to do work so badly. Not ever.

I guess you just don't know what you have until it's gone - which is so crappy.

I have so many unfinished stories on that computer. I have so many childhood memories. I can't believe I can't get to them whenever I feel like it. It's stupid because even though I don't use my laptop that often amymore, I hate the idea that now it's gone it's not there for when I do want to use it. I hate that I don't have an option of whether I can use it anymore - I just can't use it because it doesn't work anymore.

Just in case there is anyone reading this thinking how the motherboard is fried - well it's because it over heated or there's dust in the fans or both. Maybe you should invest in some kind of cooler. It just sucks that the motherboard died. My brother does the right thing. Like whenever he feels his laptop is heating up he just goes downstairs with it. The living room is just so much cooler. I was always just so lazy.

I've had this laptop for almost 4 years. I don't know if I can just go back to using a desktop again because before I had the laptop I used the family computer and it was not a good experience. The computer was just so slow. Plus it's like downstairs and I like my room. I really hope I get a new laptop.

Doesn't this kind of thing just make you realise how much people rely on technology nowadays? Even now I'm sitting here on my phone typing this out. I can still do things without my laptop - it's just limited.

Well I'll just keep on complaining about these minor things in life because I live in a world where teenagers cry over not having an iPhone or that fancy car for their 16th birthday. Maybe I'll blog about that later.

Okay. Bye.

My Laptop Died.

NOT EVEN 4 YEARS.

My laptop has died. It was working fine and then I put it to sleep and came back and its not working anymore. It's so upsetting.

All of my work. All of my pictures. All of my stories - gone.

I've written over 500 stories I'm sure over 5+ years. How can they all be gone now? I have to find a way to get the harddrive out so I can still get all my things back.

ALL OF MY SONGS. ALL THOSE HOURS OF DOWNLOADING. ALL OF MY VIDEOS. ALL THOSE HOURS OF EDITING. ALL OF MY GAMES. OH SIMS 3.

I can't even.

What is life?????

Hey.

Currently listening to Coldplay!

Wow. It's almost been two months since I last posted. I don't know why I haven't been posting lately. I guess not much has gone on. Life is getting suckier but I'll get past it. 

I gave up meat for Lent - even though I'm not religious. I don't know why I do religious things even though I'm not religious. I'm just strange like that. So anyway, I've managed to be vegetarian for a long time now - I cannot wait until I get to eat meat again. I miss chicken - Nando's!!! 

It's really late now so I'll blog some more soon. 

P.S DOCTOR WHO IS BACK TOMORROW.

GO GREASE LIGHTNING

Why this car is automatic.
Me and a friend like to sing Grease songs every once in a while. It's weird but fun at the same time. We get weird looks from other people...
My friend does the dance to it and its a hilarious. I can't sing to save my life but oh wells....
We sing Summer Lovin' too - she's always the boy part and I'm the girl part.
Haha that's all I've got for today...
We were singing at the train station. The other friends tried to get away from us.

"It'll Grow Back."

Have you ever wanted to do something, knowing it'll be a bad idea, convinced yourself it won't be, then did it anyway and realised it really was a bad idea?

Yeah, well it happens to me when I'm cutting my own hair.

Like the other night, I cut my fringe and it's all fine and pretty - I went to school with my hair all straightened and the fringe was perfect.

Then this morning I found myself at the sink, looking into the mirror, thinking I should just cut it again. NO, NEVER DO THAT HOLLY. YOU IDIOT.

So I cut it again and all I can say is: It'll grow back...